Its only the begining

So today I have decided to make a blog, all thanks to my best friend Brittany Pulley!! I think I'm going to be addicted now(: Well I would just like to start off by saying my name is Caitlin I have a 3 month old son Kainen and an INCREADIBLE man in my life who's name is Steven!! SO this is a blog to just put how your feeling so im going to do so! I have been having so many issues with my family lately, all they do is nag at me for everything and anything. Somedays i wish i could just go and leave and never come back. My mom will say things that really break my heart into a million pieces like she says she doesnt feel like I love my son at all and that really breaks my heart soooo much. There is days where I just wanna go to my room and pack up my stuff and just leave which lately that has been a big topic in my head. I would live with my boyfriend but at this point he is in ND working his butt of so that he can get Kainen and I there. Sometimes im scared to live here because my sister is so mean to me sometimes she will hit me one time she broke my nose and gave me a black eye and a fat lip and i had to have stitches where she busted my eyebrow at:/ I try my best to be the best mom that I can be and my family doesnt see that. What more can I do?? Im a stay at home mom, doing the work by myself since Steven is gone right now, I dont get appreciated for anything I do. I just want to make my family happy but I guess they dont like the fact I had a baby at 19.